I sit facing the window to the West. I watch the sun drop into the Pacific, just beyond my ken, lighting San Francisco as it falls, its last rays lighting the towering eucalyptus that frame my view. Suddenly, on a wave of grief, I return to a balmy summer night on the shore of Lake Michigan, brown summer arms swinging from the top arc of a Ferris Wheel, sniffing languid air, floating above the beat of music, young people dancing at my feet. Suddenly, I return to the darkened room in which I sit. The memory, gone. The grief, remaining. Mary Elyn Bahlert 05/2020
